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BAd, bad Week =)

Fri Sep 18, 2009, 7:38 AM
Whoa wota week!!

I had the most awful, awful news on Monday... Made me want to crawl into a ball and die or kill a certain fucking someone!!! Grrrrr!! But hpefully that will be all made better this Monday... Life can't always do bad things to me right??

I also gt diagnosed with a few illnesses this week... CHeck me out, tonsilitis, chest infection and swine flu all in one week... I am on a roll, bring on foot and mouth lol!

So this week has been honestly the most painful week of my life, both emotionally and physically.

I completely and utterly balled my eyes out earlier which I haven't done for a good three or four years. I cried because he wasn't doing something I so really wanted and needed him to do, and it's as if he oblivous to it. I cried because I'm at such a hard place right now, I'm so confused and so desperatly terrified. I cried for my heart ache and because I haven't been in this much pain, like, ever...

I guess you could say I cried three years worth of tears in the space of about an hour. My mum looked rathe hurt herself as she comforted me... I don't think she really understood why I was so upset. She just hugged me =) God Bless Lina =)

But other than that I am doing my As levels and my A2 levels basically in one year... Two years worth of work crammed into nine months, how will i do it?? I don't know but I do believe that I will... I have to.

I am otherwise... All Gurd =)

So enough about me, how have you been?

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: Find me somebody to Love ~~ Queen
  • Reading: Granny Dan ((Soon))
  • Watching: Friends... Hehe Joeys funny
  • Playing: With my teeth
  • Eating: Nothing, Im ill.
  • Drinking: Tuppa Tea =)

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: uk
  • Interests: Reading, Writing (Naturally), Drawing, Acting, RolePlaying Books
  • Favourite movie: DragonHeart
  • Favourite band or musician: Within Temptation/Simple Plan
  • Favourite genre of music: Gothic Rock
  • Favourite artist: Dunno
  • Favourite poet or writer: Virginia Andrews/Stephen King
  • Favourite photographer: Not a Clue
  • Favourite style of art: Manipulation (Whatever that is)
  • Operating System: Buttons
  • MP3 player of choice: A glowing Star shaped!!!
  • Shell of choice: One of the beach!!
  • Wallpaper of choice: Something Pretty, Yellow, green orange!!!
  • Skin of choice: Soft and Silky
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy 9 (It rocks!!!)
  • Favourite gaming platform: Bubble Bobble
  • Favourite cartoon character: Piglet (That lil pink thing ROCKS!!!)
  • Personal Quote: It's all guurd! So keep smilin' and stay on the sunny side of life!!! =)
  • Tools of the Trade: My Eyes and My Hands

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:iconchristianonfire7:
Thanks for the watch.

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Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord God, my God, is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you.
| 1 Chronicles 28: 20 |

:iconlankadoodle:
My pleasure! =)

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Listen: No amount of noise can silence the soul ;)

=)OrAnGe--SmArTiEs=)
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Icing over a secrect pain...

~~~Hiding the Tears they don't know I cry~~~
:iconnytram12:
you on msn m'dear?

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Life is just living in confusion. Its what you make of that confusion that matters

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:iconlankadoodle:
No... It's broke =(

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Listen: No amount of noise can silence the soul ;)

=)OrAnGe--SmArTiEs=)
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When Tears become part of your daily routine, Im afraid it's time to admit that something may be wrong...
~~~The sooner you face it, the faster you'll fix it~~~
:iconnytram12:
hmm thats annoying :(

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Life is just living in confusion. Its what you make of that confusion that matters

Want to get more feedback on your prose or poetry? ---> *Writers-Club
:iconlankadoodle:
How were ur results??

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Listen: No amount of noise can silence the soul ;)

=)OrAnGe--SmArTiEs=)
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When Tears become part of your daily routine, Im afraid it's time to admit that something may be wrong...
~~~The sooner you face it, the faster you'll fix it~~~
:iconnytram12:
dunno hvaent got them yet lol

what did u get? (i already know u didnt like them btw)

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Life is just living in confusion. Its what you make of that confusion that matters

Want to get more feedback on your prose or poetry? ---> *Writers-Club
:iconlankadoodle:
Ahhhh :)

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Listen: No amount of noise can silence the soul ;)

=)OrAnGe--SmArTiEs=)
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When Tears become part of your daily routine, Im afraid it's time to admit that something may be wrong...
~~~The sooner you face it, the faster you'll fix it~~~

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